The girl I love doesn't want to be with me anymore. I want to move on but it will never be the same. My feelings get hurt really easily and it irritates people, including me. I can't trust anyone anymore. I can't concentrate on exams or look forward to college. Thinking of her being with someone else makes me vomit. I can't be with anyone else. I have good friends but I'm too afraid to rely on them. I don't want to die but this suffering HAS to end now. Two more days is all I can give. Maybe the Sun will rise by Saturday but I doubt it.