Wasted my life

[wastedmylife]

I wasted my life, I had a chance to be happy but I blew it, I put a dog ahead of me now I am paying the price


Me and my self righteous animal rights bullshit, I could have put my dog to sleep a year ago and I would have been happy and my dog would have been happy

Now I am paying the price

I truly wasted my life, now I am about 70% dead as a human, do I just kill off the other 30%? What can I do in the remaining weeks or months of my life to make myself happy?

 

[soliloquise]

why is it wrong to put a dog before you? i dont understand

 

[wastedmylife]

why is it wrong to put a dog before you? i dont understand

long story alot of things that happened as a result

 

[soliloquise]

long story alot of things that happened as a result

sorry didnt mean to pry... thing is if you put an animal before yourself then that is quite a high act imo...

 

[patacake]

hey wasted , im sorry ur feeling so bad hun , i sure hope u find some things to make u happy and not just for a few weeks hun

:hug:

add me to msn if u feel like talking [email protected]

take care and dont be too harsh on yourself

Jox

 

[wastedmylife]

sorry didnt mean to pry... thing is if you put an animal before yourself then that is quite a high act imo...

you are right, and a very stupid one, if I could explain to you the things I did especially in the last few years you wouldnt believe it, you might thing I was a good person or whatever, but my life is over

And 3 weeks before my dog died he gave me an injury that will effect me the rest of my life

 

[soliloquise]

you are right, and a very stupid one, if I could explain to you the things I did especially in the last few years you wouldnt believe it, you might thing I was a good person or whatever, but my life is over

And 3 weeks before my dog died he gave me an injury that will effect me the rest of my life

i am sure that the dog didnt mean to do that
it isnt stupid to put an animal first though...