I drive a small water taxi. The other day someone jumped off a bridge and I was the first on the scene. I pulled him out of the water and took him the the coast guard base. He was throwing up all over me he also turned out to be HIV, hep c positive. I had to get tested for aids and hep c as i was at work. I sat and watched for an hour as the paramedics tried to revive him., no luck he died. I'm kinda having a hard time with all this any tips?