Hello everyone. I'm sorry if there are mistakes in my post. My English isn't very good enough. I have wanted to commit suicide for a half a year, because a girl, I love, doesn't love me. I've lost school, friends and all hopes for this half a year. Because I don't need them without her. But every month, weak and day I postponed suicide. I assured myself that there something I need to wait. But there is not. I knew that everything had failed a long time ago and I have thought that there's another hope and I need to wait. But that wasn't true. So that day came, I made up my mind and went to a forest in order to find a tree with proper bough, where I could tie a cord (the cord and a stool I had prepared before). I found a good tree where I could hang myself, but I couldn't do that. It's so difficult for me and now I don't know what I am to do. Before I knew that I could commit suicide and was not nervous about that, 'cause there was a way out. Please, advise me, what I am to do.