I've been clean 23 days today but am still having a hard time getting the happy going again after a 2 year opiate run. Is it possible that irreversible damage has been done? I can't push myself to get out of bed or off the couch. I don't want to go back to that lifestyle. I'm sick and tired or being someone's money monkey, but I can't find an outlet. Feels like I'm running in place. Everything feels too real. Any and all suggestions welcome. If not thanks anyways.