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We all have two choices!

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by rhoderider, Jun 13, 2015.

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  1. rhoderider

    rhoderider Member

    We can and do struggle and suffer everyday with mental illness as brutal as it is! Or we can choose to take our lives. I honestly and constantly think of a reason to go on living everyday. I live in hell right now as far as I am concerned. The main thoughts I have is what happens when we die? Do we go to hell? Do we just end up dead and no spiritual after life? I consider myself an Agnostic. I believe there might be a God but I don't know until it is proven to me. Anyways the only reason I'm still alive is I do have a fear of the unknown.
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  2. Bruces

    Bruces Well-Known Member

    Is that really true though I live in hell and dislike everyday,I pray to be gone but I don't
    Think I have the courage and I'm too scared of messing it up
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi there,

    you are not alone in thinking this way, have you seen your doctor, do you have a diagnosis?
    please keep talking to us folks here, hopefully we can help in some way.
  4. rhoderider

    rhoderider Member

    I have so many phobias, I do have a Psychiatrist but not very confident with her anymore, not sure what to do. I like her and she is good but nothing helps. I drink often to dull the anxiety. Been on many meds and tired of that game.
  5. rhoderider

    rhoderider Member

    And I know attempting to end it all is scary as hell. We would need great courage to do it. So is that really true? I believe it is if you or me has the courage. That is a good comment. Because I think like you we don't want to end up fucked up and still alive. If there were a guaranteed painless method to end the pain many of us would have.
  6. AAA3330

    AAA3330 Well-Known Member

    I wish that I could take back control of my life. I used to have a great mind and a wonderful life, but my brain isn't the same and I don't think that it ever will be. I'm on an antidepressant and am going to keep taking it. Maybe it will do some good. I used to be strong and confident, but now it feels like the whole world is closing in on me and I'm trying real hard to fight that feeling.
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