this is a thread so that we can really show you how much you mean to us Maddy. you are such a special person a really, really well liked and loved here. I know you are going through a really hard time and i know how much you mean to me. you have helped me in so many ways possible. i'm here cos of you. you keep me going and i really LOVE YOU!!! seriously take care of yourself, you have plans and dreams and you really can reach them and one day you will be happy.