I have always thought people who had to commit suicide were weak minded. I am starting to feel that way. Don't want to sound like one of those people who are looking for attention or have someone feel sorry for, or if I am the only one with problems. Ever just get sick and tired of life? You just hope you don't wake up in the morning? That your whole life is one big fraud and undeserving to live another day? I will not lie. I am weak. I can't coup with criticism or insults very well. I have been dependent on sleeping pills and crying for about 3 and a half years now. I am stick of college and the pressure it put on me. I am sick of my father insulting me and calling me names. I am sick of my friends making fun of me and act superior to me. I can't stand people calling me stupid anymore. I don't like being alone anymore. These are things I can probably change but I am too weak to know how. If only I can wish it all away. Ever wish you can go back?