Hmm, not really sure what to say. Not expecting any replies really just needed to say a few things. I'm just tired, from the moment I wake up to the moment I sleep. I'm desperately trying to find some desire to live by helping my family but it isn't doing anything. I can't live for me and I can't live for them, even when I try to it just makes me dislike them which I don't want to do. I'm kinda frigged basically. Really not saying many options.