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Okay, so here's the deal.
Up until about 2 years ago I always had a BMI of about 17-18.
But the last two years I've had a more average weight for my length, and a BMI of about 20-21.
I've never had any problems with my body, in fact I actually was quite confident about it. Especially my breasts. My body kind of made up for my hideous face. :dunno:
But about 2 or 3 months ago, I started losing weight. Mainly due to my new medication. So I stopped taking them for a bit, hoping I'd gain weight again, but no.
I don't mind losing weight, as long as I don't go below 50kg (+/- 110lbs/7.8 stone) and as long as my breasts don't go any smaller. In fact I already hate the way my breasts look now. They've gone from something in between B and C cup, to a small A!
This has made me so insecure. I hate this feeling. I've never had any problems with my body-shapes. I loved it. And now. Now my breasts are so much smaller. I don't mind small breasts, but not compared to what I had :sad:
I used to be very.. promiscuous would be the correct word, I guess.. I would run around topless a lot, didn't care about people seeing my breasts and naked body. My mates would touch my breasts and all, I didn't care. But now... Just looking at my mates who've got bigger breasts, makes me feel sad. Whenever they touch me I back off cos I don't like it anymore. It reminds me of how small they've gotten.
I admit, I like how my stomach's looking now. It's back to what it was like about 3 years ago :smile: but my arms, bum, breasts... Hideous. It used to be just my face. Now it's half my body.
This is a whiny post, I know. There are so many people who feel worse about their own body I guess, and who can't think of a single bodypart with which they are happy and not insecure about, but for me.. I have always been confident about it...
:sad:
I don't even know what the point of this thread is. I guess I'm just rather concerned about it all :unsure:
Up until about 2 years ago I always had a BMI of about 17-18.
But the last two years I've had a more average weight for my length, and a BMI of about 20-21.
I've never had any problems with my body, in fact I actually was quite confident about it. Especially my breasts. My body kind of made up for my hideous face. :dunno:
But about 2 or 3 months ago, I started losing weight. Mainly due to my new medication. So I stopped taking them for a bit, hoping I'd gain weight again, but no.
I don't mind losing weight, as long as I don't go below 50kg (+/- 110lbs/7.8 stone) and as long as my breasts don't go any smaller. In fact I already hate the way my breasts look now. They've gone from something in between B and C cup, to a small A!
This has made me so insecure. I hate this feeling. I've never had any problems with my body-shapes. I loved it. And now. Now my breasts are so much smaller. I don't mind small breasts, but not compared to what I had :sad:
I used to be very.. promiscuous would be the correct word, I guess.. I would run around topless a lot, didn't care about people seeing my breasts and naked body. My mates would touch my breasts and all, I didn't care. But now... Just looking at my mates who've got bigger breasts, makes me feel sad. Whenever they touch me I back off cos I don't like it anymore. It reminds me of how small they've gotten.
I admit, I like how my stomach's looking now. It's back to what it was like about 3 years ago :smile: but my arms, bum, breasts... Hideous. It used to be just my face. Now it's half my body.
This is a whiny post, I know. There are so many people who feel worse about their own body I guess, and who can't think of a single bodypart with which they are happy and not insecure about, but for me.. I have always been confident about it...
:sad:
I don't even know what the point of this thread is. I guess I'm just rather concerned about it all :unsure: