So sick of being underweight and unable to gain weight. While my body metabolism(?) was slow and was very thin I jumped quite easily from my lowest (109) to 118, after that it took a while to get to the barrier weight of 123, once at that weight however, no matter how hard i tried I couldn't get above this weight for a year (or more), while at uni (and one or two months at home beforehand), at uni i was eating almost every day and meals at least every two days but usually every day, however I still couldn't put on even a pound. Even when i wasn't at uni this recent summer (and therefore eating proper(ish) meals), i still only put on 3 pounds total in maybe 2-3 months (am now between 125 and 127) I've been trying to gain for so long now I seriously think i am physically unable to. And know the sickest fucking thing? I've put on 18 pounds (at best) roughly and I've still got 20 fucking pounds to go before I'm back where i started Ugh I *HATE* this anorexia sucks.