Last two week , i overdosed <edit mod total eclipse method> . Basically on impulse and half planned(did research on internet that it would not cause kidney damage but just cardiac arrest After swallowed 40++ of them , i just went to sleep. Had a weird dream where i travel in a weird pattern of shape and colours like those in olden days screensaver. Then i somewhat like went and lie down in coffin like shape something until i heard my name. It was my family who called me, well i woke up thinking 7 years has passed. Seeing my family become 7 years older and stuff, and i talking nonsense(basically was half conscious i think). Couldnt even walk , it feel although im starting to learn to walk again. Heard from my parent i vomited quite a lot and most of time in nausea state .Well everything gradually came back to normal after 6 hour when i came back to my sense. Parent didnt even know i overdosed until i told them. Funny thing that i recovered without any medical help Yadeh yadeh after that they brought me to hospital for check up , and doctor say everything was fine no damage to body and was referred to psychiatric. The psychiatrist put me on anti depressant and gave me some advice that didnt really didnt help. Later since was on medical leave from university delaying my graduation since i cant concentrate study anyways. Now still feeling like shit since ill be delaying my graduation and my problem havent solve. Next time maybe i would try by <edit mod total eclipse method> to end my life.