I allegedly have low self esteem which I'm slowly learning is true. I just don't believe I deserve anything because I'm not good enough. But I've never had a shortage of admirers. I am overweight but I don't think that I am ugly. I'm not too fussed about my appearance. I'll happily go out without any makeup etc. I've never been single long and even when in a relationship I've had guys ask me out. I just find it weird that people want to be with me or date me. I just don't see what makes me so desirable to others.