hi. i just join in.my name is Riwa. female. work as a pharmacy tec. I never have any boyfriends, any girl friend or bff cos my mind is diffrent ,have low avrage IQ & im not pretty enough. i cant be like what soicity & my family want me to be so nobody like me...i cant go to college cos my score low avrage,and stock with a job where i feel like made to others. I hate myself so much & im so angry with myself cos there is nothing right in me. im not smart,not pretty,not rich,not edicated cant do anything right &so on.so i cant look in the mirror. i have so many shamful secret thing in me where im scared from people reaction to it in the future and i wanna hide in my bed forever.I feel everything in life is diffecult, i do everything wrong & therefor i want to die.