It was a beautiful day yesterday. The band sounded really good at Church, and I think we helped the Pastor save some souls! The weather was warm, skies were sunny and work was slow. And then my Mom called me at my work. I told her I would call her back later from my cell# and I did and just got an answering machine. Later that day as I took a delivery out into the country, I had that thought. You know THAT thought. I actually started to scout out spots that might work for the job. Damned f'in depression!!!!!