Well at least Yesterday Started Off Well

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Godsdrummer, Sep 14, 2009.

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  1. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest

    It was a beautiful day yesterday.

    The band sounded really good at Church, and I think we helped the Pastor save some souls!

    The weather was warm, skies were sunny and work was slow.

    And then my Mom called me at my work.

    I told her I would call her back later from my cell# and I did and just got an answering machine.

    Later that day as I took a delivery out into the country, I had that thought.

    You know THAT thought.

    I actually started to scout out spots that might work for the job.

    Damned f'in depression!!!!!
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    dam depression is right just kick it aside all those dam distorted thoughts You have done so well please continue to stay well if the thoughts take over call someone okay and get help take care
  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Your mom seems to trigger that occasionally it seems. Can you tell what it was that was behind those thoughts?
  4. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Bill I think you are doing a great job turning your life around.. Give yourself more credit and even a pat on the back..You have come along way in the last couple of months..Take Care!!
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