I don't know why I post this sort of thing here but I dont know who else to talk to about it... Anyway I feel like a total coward and a loser because I will probably drop out of college before next semester. I got a 0.23 GPA for the fall semester... I cant believe I did so bad... my grades have just declined with every year and now that I am 2 semesters from graduating I have been placed on academic probation with gpa under 2.0. I have no idea what to do if i drop out without a degree. I dont have any job skills besides the basic things a high schooler could do. Then again I didnt like my major anyway but at least it would have been something. What is pathetic is that I fear telling my parents about this more than even dropping out. I have no idea how to broach the topic with them as they are currently expecting me to graduate i the spring, they have no idea that i just failed everything. I cant talk about anything with them. They will almost definitely just say that Im lazy and wasnt trying. Anyway i dont know what to do and I guess thats why my mind keeps turning to suicide. Ive been stuck in the same depression and loneliness for a long time now, you'd think I'd hit rock bottom at some point but I guess there is still further to go.I don't know what to fucking say.