I've lost. I have lost my g/f, I lost my wife a long time ago. I drank heavily last night. I am going to again tonight. I am going to keep on drinking until I die, and if it takes too long, then I can always fall back on my other method. But alcohol poisoning is the only method I know of, that I am not to chicken to try. You guys heard of King Midas right. Everything he touches turns to gold. Well I am the anti King Midas. Everything I touch, turns to crap.