My grandma, a nice old lady of about 80 years, who has raised me since I was old enough to talk, has stopped talking to me today, and for the dumbest reason - she doesn't want me to grow a beard. We got into an arguement over it this morning, and she just screamed at me and I was talking in a calm voice. I was ready for school and going out the door. I then noticed something when she didn't say her customary "Goodbye, I love you." She just said a cold, sterile "Bye." It's been on my mind all day today at school, and today my bus didn't come, so she was going to be at me for going to my friend's house after school. I call her when I get there to tell her that I had gone over there instead of going home. She said she would be there in an hour and just hung up. I called her back later to say that Tim (the friend that lives there) and I were going to go up to the computer shop. I said "Goodbye, I love you" through the phone to her, she says "Yeah, OK." and hangs up. Words cannot express how much I want to die. Just hearing her say that is enough to tear a hole right through me. When I get home, I say hi to her and she just stares at me. I'm done with this life. I have nothing more to hang on to, she just destroyed my last shred of hope. Yeah, I shaved the beard off. She doesn't care. Just more to add on to it.