i have no freinds, no real companions, no one to talk to, my family is going to lose evreything, my parrents have just sort of devorced, i got into my choice college but i cant aford the living expense despite have an all expense paid trip there that is except housing. im sochial akward no one talks to me in school ever, and i have no girl freind... oh and to top it all off im 18 and i have yet to sign up for the selective service and male fyi sooo im prity much screwed. im not a virgin cus i was rapped when i was little by a female. but ive never kissed a girl. ive tried to talk to people before but every one hates me when im about the nicest person ever..... the only thing keeping me alive is my determination. im invisible to the world when i talk no one listens ever... the only advantage to that is i never get in trouble even when i do something.