Right, basically tried to top myself a few days ago, me being a fat bastard and having a < Mod edit Hazel: Method > and I ended up sprawled on the garage floor. They kept me in hospital for, what, 3 days. Apparently they think I might be unhappy. I've now got to check in with a shrink once a week, which is an improvement on when i tried to kill myself 3 months ago and I never heard anything further from it. So, I still feel shit. I still want to die, I still can't sleep and the bullshit is still coming at me. I'll give it a week, see how I get on. If things are no better by Monday, then I'll go again.