Well that didn't work

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by wibble, Jun 10, 2009.

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  1. wibble

    wibble Well-Known Member

    Right, basically tried to top myself a few days ago, me being a fat bastard and having a < Mod edit Hazel: Method > and I ended up sprawled on the garage floor.

    They kept me in hospital for, what, 3 days. Apparently they think I might be unhappy. I've now got to check in with a shrink once a week, which is an improvement on when i tried to kill myself 3 months ago and I never heard anything further from it.

    So, I still feel shit. I still want to die, I still can't sleep and the bullshit is still coming at me.

    I'll give it a week, see how I get on. If things are no better by Monday, then I'll go again.
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  2. Bambi

    Bambi Well-Known Member

    Whewww....so glad you are back! I was so worried about you and been asking about you.

    Give it your all for that week...I mean post, diary, post whatever...fight for your life! Thre are people who really care about you here so let us helpl please.

    So glad it didn't work!

  3. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    Agreed, I'm so glad you're still alive!!
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi Wibble,

    I'm glad you are still with us. I hope it all goes well with the psychiatrist...please keep us updated!
    Take care of yourself xx
  5. supermodel

    supermodel Well-Known Member

    I, too, am glad that you're still with us. I don't think you should continue with the attempts.

    There may be a reason why you are not succeeding. Please get professional help and REALLY look into getting better.

    I did. I'm not saying that you will ever be cured of your suicide thoughts because hell knows I'm not. But I can deal with them better than I could a year ago when I first stumbled onto this forum.
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