well that horric sign up didnt help

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by allan1311, Dec 18, 2012.

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  1. allan1311

    allan1311 New Member

    well lets begin my uncle died few weeks ago n my lil angel went out at 9 friday n i waited up till 5 calling him n he never returned home. so i went bed n dad woke me up the nxt day at 11 sayin i need to go get him cus hes under a parked car n i broke down. iv starved myself ent eaten in i dnt no how long i only drink beer cant sleep unless im drunk n i wanna be wiv my lil baby. im hoping the world ends friday if not then i gtta do myself wiv the risk of going hell but need 2 be with my baby so much had him 5 years. every waking moment hes on my mind n i wana cry. i need 2 eat but wen i try i start crying or feel sick. im smoking like well to much and drinking so much i want my baby n i wana hurry up n die
     
  2. allan1311

    allan1311 New Member

    i look to you my lilangel daddy needs to see you so much

    as i lay me down. heaven hear me now im lost wivout a cause after giving it my all. winter storms have come and darkened out my sun. after all that i been through who on earth can i turn to. i look to you i miss u so much baby daddy will come soon
     
  3. katrina77

    katrina77 Guest

    Re: i look to you my lilangel daddy needs to see you so much

    Allan, I'm so sorry you're in so much pain.

    Can I ask about baby?
     
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Re: i look to you my lilangel daddy needs to see you so much

    I too hun am so sorry you are in so much pain. I am sorry you loss your child hun I do hope that you have supports for you now to help you through all this pain hugs
     
  5. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Re: i look to you my lilangel daddy needs to see you so much

    Hoping you'll come back and reach out. :hug:
     
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