Greetings dear users, I am here to "try" and see if connecting here will help me. Its hard to express myself right here because two facts 1- I am from Venezuela, so i speak spanish, often i dont find how to writte propperly how i feel o what i mean, so i MAY write some words that does not mean what i tought they mean. I dont use translator because they dont do the complete task. 2- This is not a normal forum. Dont get me wrong i have been on too many forums and discussion pages but not in a page where i can post how i feel without being banned or some users pm saying i just want attention and blah blah blah. This is a place where the most of users feel isolated, worthless, hopeless, and want to end with their lives. That`s the reason that i am here. I will not revelate much about me but dont worry, sooner i will have much more confidence.