Im starting to become more comfortable with who I am. I realize that I cant change my past so theres no way I can make that any better. Im not sure I can change my future but Im going to try. Im not asking for much. I just want cps off my back so my family can be normal and possibly happy together again. I would like to loose some weight so I feel less horrid about how I look..I do happen to love the fact I can write great poetry. I love the fact that Im creative and can see beauty in just about anything when I have my camera in my hands.. I love the fact I love colors and that they make me happy.. Im comfortable with my bipolar, the ups, the downs, the depression, Im comfortable and I accept it now..