Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cult logic, Jan 12, 2010.
Another heavy screw up for me.
Wonderful I'm so damn brilliant.
Hi and so sorry you are feeling so awful...what happened and how can we support you...big hugs, J
Sorry things are not going well again just try to get through it okay and know it soon will be just that the past a memory
Got into a very large fight with my mom, the one person that would actually have cared if I died.
I'd honestly like to take advantage of that guilt-free opportunity but there's so few effective methods available. =\
believe it or not, i would care.
But what kind of person must I be for my own family to hate me?
I'm constantly insulted by them.
I can't tell anyone anything or I'm a liar.
There is just no winning. The only way I could show them things aren't okay is for them to find my body somewhere.
I'd like to comply with that but I can't find a good method.
Here I sit prolonging my own misery because I don't want to risk surviving a suicide attempt.
Please survive this dark period. I have a "family" collected over the years, misfits all- myself the biggest. We don't share genes but we are friends who share words of support, love and fun times to punctuate the adversity of living troubled lives.