well..

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cult logic, Apr 28, 2010.

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  1. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    I'm not entirely sure what it is that I want to say.

    I have around 11 months before I can kill myself and that is just too long.

    I don't really know what to do the in the meantime. I hate my life so much but I can't pull some ineffective attempt that will end in the hospital or something else stupid.

    I have not one reason to keep living.

    And you know what? It doesn't matter, the world doesn't care and I'm past the point of really caring myself. Life goes on and all that.

    Doesn't really seem to be a reason to even post this but whatever I guess.
     
  2. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    I care :hug:
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I care as well so please stay strong okay reach out for help i care so please stay safe
     
  4. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Does it really matter if anyone cares?

    Especially on an anonymous internet forum?

    My life still is just as terrible either way.

    In the end I'm sure most of us are probably better off dead..
     
  5. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    Why not try to find something to do? You never know you may find something that will make those 11 months just fly by.
     
  6. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    No activity passes a year quickly.
     
  7. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support


    it matters
     
  8. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Bullshit.
     
  9. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    I am just saying that having something to do will help move time along. Faster then staring at a clock will.
     
  10. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I agree with Jxdama. I think it does matter that people care. Maybe not to everyone ... and to you this might just be an anonymous forum on the Internet. But to people that have made connections here ... chats off the site, on the phone, or even met in person ... it matters.

    I guess it all depends on what you're looking for, and if you have the desire to connect with people even though we're just on a message board.
     
  11. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    @WildCherry: I completely agree
     
  12. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    we should agree/
     
  13. satyesu

    satyesu Member

    Get in an extracurricular. Find groups on meetup.com. Play a sport. DO something! :) You'll find you can still find life meaningful.
     
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