I went to see a phsyciatrist after my third attempt, and it has really helped me. It turns out that alot of my problems stem from ADHD, which i have been suffering from for my whole life. I was unaware of just how much ADHD can screw you up. He also put me on antidepressants, which have helped alot. I'm just glad that i could talk to someone about why im unhappy face to face, and i hope that i am on the road to regaining control of my life. Anyone else suffer from adult ADHD?