Just two days ago, I broke up with my boyfriend. We've known each other for a few years but we had only been going out for a week or two. I thought I loved him but then I realized... there wasn't anything there. I didn't have feelings for him like before. I told him that and I'm pretty damn sure it hurt him. It hurt me, too. I don't want to sound like a slut or something, but I think I just wanted to have sex with him. Fortunately, we didn't. I mean, this is good because I don't want my first time to have been with someone I didn't love. Basically, I just want to ask: Have you ever lusted after someone and had guilt feelings later? Iunno. My minds all jumbled tonight.