so the odds are that we are going to be moving next year... to a new country. i've only lived there when i was small and i don't remember it. i already speak the language, but it's a foreign country! and we're probably moving to a big city and i can be homeschooled, which means i won't get any friends, or i can go to a public school, and i'm going to have to get a job because my family is in debt, and all of us kids will have to get jobs to help pay it off. this is so depressing! and i don't want to move. at first my parents said i could stay here and keep going to my old school, but now they told me that we don't have enough money for it. and this makes me so unhappy... and right now i'm getting counseling for free, but i'm not gonna find that in the usa. i know i'm not... and this is all really depressing to me. i hate this!