Man today was a good day for me...first off my moms truck didn't start this morning so she had to get a ride to work.And I have no idea how to fix her truck,so much for a 30k auto school. And my anxiety has been bugging me more than normal latly.like headaches n all that good stuff.:dry:.i havent been able to sleep well at all ether.but whats new about that. and probably the best for last.my ex decided to get back in contact with me.she added me on myspace and of course stupid me i had to say yeah.so with my self destructive self i had to look at her stuff.look at her pictures of her happy with her new bf and look at her new dorm room and college shes going to.and how much better her life is without me and how much she has done with her life and how ive done nothing sence she left over a year ago.this girl saved my life for 2 years and then she destroyed it when she left me. everyday i feel like im wasting my life.but i never do anything to fix it.because i cant do anything.i cant do what i went to school for.so that leaves retail wich will get me no where.cant go to school.no money.I cant get out of where im at in life.everyone i know is doing something for there life and im just wasting it away.