I feel really drained of living in such live. What I am today very much cause by my parents. Even now they try to treat me like a parents with abundance of love never shown before but its too late,I just cant forgive them. I had grown up and there is just no way for my scar to heal, if I could ever live a different life last time, I would be so much a better person today. My parents work 12 hours a day,that explain pretty much. They use bad names on me, always tell story of my weakness to my relative,never comfort me when I am sad,brother curse me with bad name and all my mother say is don't care of him,cut it short,I am never happy with all my family members.There’s a period my brother turn real ruthless,my parents give him everything and had abandon me,my brother get all entertainment and gave him everything and left me nothing.My parents never guide me when I am growing up,never teach me anything during my adolescence period , they just did not act as parents or be more precise,they show no parental guidance at all.I really feel I had no one to rely on now!