That's exactly what I am, a waste. I've wasted my life. Done absolutely nothing. I never went to parties, never went to dances, never dated, never became a sports star, never did anything but fail. I waste away money and have nothing to show for it. I waste away any intelligence I may have had and am just a stupid worthless man. I have wasted everyone's time and help. And because life is just a bunch of luck, I'll just continue to waste.