:hug: In a way I guess it could be good that your friend walked in. They're there to help you, they're your friend for a reason, because they care about you. I'm here to help you if I can.. I'm more than willing to listen but I ask you to please calm down a bit, and I'm not sure what you mean by "fashist" or sorry if that's not the spelling you chose but I'm not sure what you mean... or why you think that. If you want you can pm me. or continue here.
What's got you wanting to die? :hug: