i am really sorry to bother you guys. i just need to let everything out. i have been getting raped most weekends for the past 11years. my family dnt care they are lettin it happen. i started cutting about 3 years ago nd now even that isnt keepin the suicidal thoughts at bay. i O.D a lot to try and get away from the pain. i just want all this to end. i just want all this pain to go away. i tried goin to the police i dialled the number than hung up because i was so scared what would happen. i cant go on like this. im sorry to tel you all this. ther is more i just dont feel up to talkin bout it. im sorry guys for bothering you.