I need some help here. Some objective outsiders perspective. A few weeks ago this guy totally devastated me and broke my heart through his lies and cowardice. But I took him back as he seems to want to change and I do love him, but starting slowly again. I've been going through a hellish time lately and not getting much in the way of support, although I always give to him. He's away at the moment so there's no emails. The other night I didn't hear from him and, combined with everything else, I let my insecurity get the better of meand sent a few crazy texts. He was no amused the day after and said that apparently I'm this 'jeckyll and hyde' character he doesnt need in his life right now and hasnt replied to any of my texts, apologising, explaining and reassuring him it won't happen again. It's making me sick with worry. I feel like I'm being mischaracterised as some kind of psycho, when this has only happened once before and again, there was a lot of other stuff going on. 99% of the time I give him EVERYTHING and total support and to be honest, I get little back. This is eating me up and I don't know what I can do. I feel stupid and horrible that I've cleared ruined everything now, including all the progress we made since a few weeks ago. How can I fix this?