sitting here staring at a screen so cold to the bone, shivering why do so many of you hate me? i cant stand this pain any longer, I dont know why you all ask me to be stronger, you act as if i am stock, and you my monger. How can you not see this? its like me feelings are only for you to diss... and my heart is only an endless abyss. I do feel this pain you know... even if i try not to let is show, i would think you would understand though... apparently not ive learned for its your hate that i have earned i respect that, for i hope not to return. Im sorry to all i have hurt... and confused to those i didnt realise i have hurt.