Hey lovely and amazing people! So I've through medication for a past few days, and I feel a little bit better. My psychiatrist told me how to deal with my depression and how to see the world differently. I have this weird habit since I was a little kid, I love to imagine stuff. I love to talk to myself, imagining things... fantasy or not. I used to imagine acting in a sci-fi movie when I was a kid. That habit grew up with me. Since I'm older now, I don't really like imagining those type of sci-fi or fantasy type of things. Instead, I imagine a real life scenarios. That imagination actually brought me to this depression, I was disappointed because most of my life scenarios never happened. I can't live without imagining stuff and talking to myself. I feel lonely and sad. At the same time, I feel scared to imagine another life scenarios because I don't want to fall into the same hole. I know it's a weird question, but do you guys have any ideas what should I imagine? I can't get rid of this habit, it's living inside me and with me. Anyway, thank you guys. Love you, have a great day!