Discussion in 'The Gameroom' started by plates, Sep 6, 2010.
Do you have anything specific, or is it general? Can you put it into words? What is worrying you?
I applied for an extremely late registration to the University of Alberta. Classes start tomorrow. I'm a continent away. If they allow this I need to pack up my whole life and move across the country in 5 days or so, before labs start. I am freaking out.
that my daughter will not get the help she needs to survive
Going to work tomorrow, it is quite stressful and I feel like everyone is against me, the people I have to serve and my supervisors. I hope I can handle it and not break down like the weakling I am. :sad:
Think one of my biggest fears is alcohol taking over years of bulimia in the past which is now recovered, but the way I'm going - I don't think it will happen because I know myself loads after years of that hell, as to what I'm doing/thinking... :smile:
I'm terrified of not trusting my friends and losing them because of my dad using them to get to me - because he has to control me.
I'm terrified of being stressed all the time about police coming out because my dad calls them up to find me - because he has to control me.
I'm terrified of my roommate losing our apartment because of not abiding by rules set out and getting notices, and then not abiding by notices - and then losing my job because I'll be living in the van.
My biggest fear is to lose those who are important to me.
To die as I am now. Isolated, friendless, despised.
Work, life, my dog's failing health. I just feel like a bag of nerves lately.
the cycle will start all over again i hopoe not i hope she get the help she needs my fear she will regress and we start over again i don't want to feel that pain again god i don't
i fear that i'll be lonely forever
I fear that I'll never be able to do anything productive again.
that i'll get to my appt late tomorrow and i can't afford to do that. i haven't stuck to my plan to sleep early today, i'm about 2 hrs behind. :wallbash:
That I'll lose myself completely and do or say something I don't mean to.
Losing people I love..
flashbacks and how i really dunno what the coming week will bring however well i feel at the moment. :unsure:
how i am going to look after my girl how what meds to give her god im tired
Fear of belittlement, fear of being cast off as a piece of trash.
What he'll think when I give him that piece of paper....
My health and the fact nothing will ever change....