This so sounds like a question for sitting on a couch in a doctor's office, but I think it will give us all a chance to get to know each other a little better, vent a little, and maybe see that we are not alone in our reasons for coming here. What made you feel like it was the end? What took away any hope you had? Sorry if I did not give every option possible in the poll. You can always post your reason. Let's try and answer the best we can. P.S. Obviously, a good part of us, myself included have always struggled with depression and had issues in the past and/or come here for a combination of things. HOWEVER, WHAT WAS THE ICING ON THE CAKE FOR YOU?