Hi rang my sister up earlier, just for a chat, nothing unsual about that, then she hits me with it." I have cut and I have taken an overdose. "( I understand as I do, but then she never has and doesnt know I do) What am I to do!!!! She won't let me call an ambulance and said if I did she would send them away and tell them it was a hoax call. I feel so sick, I am numb and can't stop crying. Nothing has been seen to be a problem in the past so it has hit with a bang. I know that I am not mentally well, but was working to help myself but I dont know how much I can take. I am shaking so much.