ive been trying to stop giving myself frostbite, i had made it 10 days, but i lost it yesterday... how can i cope? :blub: dont answer that.
I am frustrated because i feel like nobody will let me be me, not even on here, i try to post poems, but that doesnt help. Im losing the two friends who i can confide in, and lost another because she lied to me and said she had cancer.
I lost a friend on here, because she gets frustrated, and then i make her mad, i promised her i would stay away... i wish i had not, but i must keep it, so i frostbit.
if my mother sees the frostbite she will send me away, im so scared of that. I dont want to be in this house, but being sent away can be worse. Im missing my friends on here, where did they all go? i feel so alone, i feel so down
im not even suicidal right now, but i want to be, id rather be then feel this helpless, then at least i could have the opstin, right now i just want to cry, but i can, and i wont. I dont understand anymore, how can i expect any of you to.
Im rediculous, stupid.
forget it
I am frustrated because i feel like nobody will let me be me, not even on here, i try to post poems, but that doesnt help. Im losing the two friends who i can confide in, and lost another because she lied to me and said she had cancer.
I lost a friend on here, because she gets frustrated, and then i make her mad, i promised her i would stay away... i wish i had not, but i must keep it, so i frostbit.
if my mother sees the frostbite she will send me away, im so scared of that. I dont want to be in this house, but being sent away can be worse. Im missing my friends on here, where did they all go? i feel so alone, i feel so down
im not even suicidal right now, but i want to be, id rather be then feel this helpless, then at least i could have the opstin, right now i just want to cry, but i can, and i wont. I dont understand anymore, how can i expect any of you to.
Im rediculous, stupid.
forget it