I'm bulimic according to my therapist, if I didn't binge I could show signs of anorexia. My body is mainly mucked because of years of dancing and sports, but my doctor says I'm obese for my height. Meaning if I were taller my weight would be fine. My mom comments about my weight alot, she recently sent me this book "eat this not that" and a journal. At first I though- cool something to write my feelings in. I was wrong, I know better so I asked what it was for: it's a weight journal. Now when I get hungry I just stare at the food I have, I don't know what to make. What to order. it's 8:27 right now and I get off work at 10. I'll be hungry then and even now I can't think of what I'm gonna eat. Or If I'll eat.