I mean, I've REALLY fucked things up this time. I failed most classes last year, and come tomorrow I will fail economics due to my own stupidity. It's pretty much over after that. I've ruined my life and it's absolutely all my fault. What can someone that's not even competent enough to get through school ever accomplish? Nothing. Even if I managed to get things on track it's too late. Isn't suicide just the smartest choice? Better than being a loser the rest of my life. It's annoying just reading this back to myself because I sound like a lazy, whiny fuck.