If this is the wrong place to post this, oh well. I don't want to get into details. I did something terrible. I am so ashamed of myself that I don't want to even type it on an anonymous internet forum. I've been having really bad times lately, struggling with depression and anxiety, I've been hanging onto santiy by a string, and was betrayed by people who I thought were good friends of mine. I lost all my faith in people and wanted to get back at them, so I did something to get back at them, something terrible, and that could have bad consequences.. I feel so ashamed. I was influenced by someone to do this, I wouldn't have had the courage to do it alone. I don't know how to be strong enough to not humiliate and get back at people who have done me wrong. I feel so ashamed, so guilty. I thought this would make me feel better but I feel much worse than I originally did. I don't know what to do. I couldn't get over what they did to me, now I got over it the wrong way. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck is all i can say.