What did I do?

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by angel76, Oct 26, 2006.

  1. angel76

    angel76 Guest

    I moved here six months ago to be closer to you (my sister & mom). I needed support just the same as you do.
    I have done so much for your wedding & your new baby (sister).
    I listen to all your problems when ever I am around.
    Yet when I want to talk you ignore me. If I need to borrow just one dollar you say no way. I have given you all my time, energy and money to you.
    What have I done that is so bad.
    Why do you hate me so much.
    Am I worthless to you.
    Do you want to see me leave. How does a mother not love there own daughter and how does a sister hate her own sister?
    You two are the reasons why I want to give up. I have never had a family to go to growing up, and now I thought I did and you don't even care that I exist.
    You even talk down to me on how I dress and how I look. Do you just want to me to drop off the face of the earth will that make you feel better.
    Oh and I hate San Diego. Everyone here is rude and materialistic. I would like to just meet a couple of people for friends. But I seem to not be good enough.

    Just a little background on my family. The last time I saw my sister and mom was when I was 4 years old. Ten years ago I was reunited with them. Six months ago I moved closer to be with them. Now they make me feel like I am some horrible person.
     
    Last edited: Oct 26, 2006
  2. me_

    me_ Guest

    I am sorry to hear that you feel like your mom doesn't love you and your sister hates you.
    I hope things will change for the better.

    :hug:
     
  3. angel76

    angel76 Guest

    Me too, it just feels better to get it out in the open. Even though I have already told them how I feel, which they think I am crazy.