I moved here six months ago to be closer to you (my sister & mom). I needed support just the same as you do. I have done so much for your wedding & your new baby (sister). I listen to all your problems when ever I am around. Yet when I want to talk you ignore me. If I need to borrow just one dollar you say no way. I have given you all my time, energy and money to you. What have I done that is so bad. Why do you hate me so much. Am I worthless to you. Do you want to see me leave. How does a mother not love there own daughter and how does a sister hate her own sister? You two are the reasons why I want to give up. I have never had a family to go to growing up, and now I thought I did and you don't even care that I exist. You even talk down to me on how I dress and how I look. Do you just want to me to drop off the face of the earth will that make you feel better. Oh and I hate San Diego. Everyone here is rude and materialistic. I would like to just meet a couple of people for friends. But I seem to not be good enough. Just a little background on my family. The last time I saw my sister and mom was when I was 4 years old. Ten years ago I was reunited with them. Six months ago I moved closer to be with them. Now they make me feel like I am some horrible person.