Ever since I OD'd at the end of last year, I've been put off taking pills. It took me months before I could even stomach the thought of anti-depressants - and they're the only pills I've taken since. If I have a headache or whatever I won't take a pill. Well, last monday I tried (poorly) to kill myself. Had nothing here (mod edits.. explicit methods). so ended up feeling like an idiot, and now I just have scabs on my arm. I know I can't do it this way, so I've started buying pills again. (mod edit- methods attempted over dose) I still worry about the pain. I don't wanna lie around in agony for possibly days. I know I'm capable of taking the pills, but I worry I'll end up calling an ambulance. Last time I just felt sick, cold, and couldn't stop shivering. I felt the need to vomit but couldn't. It wasn't pleasant, but only lasted for a few hours. Were you in pain when you did it?