I recently picked up a cutting problem. Sure, it was recent, but...I go into addictions fast. I already have one arm covered in cuts... I recently have gotten a boyfriend. He loves me, and I care about him a lot. Now, we're conflicting. He said I have to chose between him and the cutting. I know its recent, but I can't just...stop. Just like that. This is the greatest feeling, the best relief. I'm so...strangely happy, yet ashamed, that I've found it. But i don't want to stop. I DON'T TO STOP. If I don't stop, one of two things will happen. Either he will break up with me. Or worse...he threatened to mainlain herion into his veins. I'm not kidding. And I'm not sure if he's bluffing or not, but I don't think I want to test it. What do I do??