My wife told me last night she wanted a divorce. Not the first time and the last few weeks have been terribly painful as I knew it was coming. She left a month or so ago to go overseas for work for a couple months. It's been extremely difficult trying to talk to her lately and I knew she was avoiding me. The truth finally came out last night and I'm absolutely devastated. Now I'm left here to take care of the kids and house until she gets back when I'll have to leave. I already have one child support payment that takes half my income and now I have to find a way to survive after paying 2? So I get to lose everything I love. I've got to find a way to rebuild my life knowing my family is gone while not earning enough to even cover rent let alone food, car/gas, utilities, etc. I have so completely invested myself in my family that I don't even have any real friends. I have no idea what I'm going to do and I don't really see a real solution. I'm in therapy and on meds. I've been hospitalized twice in my life for this and I'm well aware they can't offer me anything. I can't leave the area because my job is one of those where it's illegal to walk away from. I need help.