I don't see a future for me, i don't think i can be happy again. I'm losing my will to live, there's no reasons to continue with this. My thoughts are driving me crazy, i see myself as a loser, everyone around me will be happy with a good family and i will be left alone, no kids no partner... and when my parents die it will be worse... I'm failing my studies and i will disappoint my family specially my grandparents, i see myself homeless. My grandmother suffers to much when bad things happen, i dont wanna see her disapointed with me...
I know all this is stupid but my head can't stop thinking this an others things...
I know all this is stupid but my head can't stop thinking this an others things...