Arghh, I can't stop trying to make myself throw up. I have this image of me being fat, even though other people tell me I'm not. I'm curvy, yeah, and I'm happy with that I suppose. I don't want to be really skinny, but after not eating and exercising for a while, all the excess stuff just won't go away! So I'm now thinking that I should throw up, even though I know it's wrong. The other thing that gets to me is the fact that my mom keeps telling me I'm fat and that I need to lose weight. :sad: I keep telling her that it bothers me, but she's old fashioned and believes anyone who isn't stick thin, needs to lose weight. She just doesn't understand. I haven't got the motivation/patience to lose weight properly:mellow: And now I don't really know what to do.