My ex, the one who turned me suicidal found out about me cutting again. Nine slits into my leg with the surgical blades out of the dissection kit of my school, one for each day we dated. And you know what he did? He cried to my friend and he plans to kill himself over this... I'm not supposed to know, but his friend came to me, afraid that he will do it because I'm doing it. He has spent the last two year trying to convince me that he didn't care at all about me.. and now... I'm afraid for him. I can't talk to him because I think he refuses to talk to me. I asked him politely to come over around 6:30 today. It's 5:30 and we'll see if he comes, but.. .. What do I do? I do love, but the point is... I can't do anything to help can I? I can't let him do this to himself.